yeah, the months slide by unnoticed, the seasons change, the duties of life continue apace, and suddenly i look up accidentally and here is my poor little neglected blog, begging for attention.
there was a time i wrote faithfully, effortlessly, and often. that was then. i have more responsibilities now and less energy…and i often forget to write down my life in this space. will anyone read it but me? probably not. i don’t seem to have the discipline or the motivation i once did.
it’s ok. i cast guilt aside. life is too short- very short now, and getting shorter by the day, and there are people who need my attention more than this little space.
but someday…someday perhaps…my words will matter to someone. and so i shall continue to sporadically jot down a few thoughts here and there.
relationships matter more. but yes, words do matter. it’s finding the balance that’s the trick.
i typed a little word
it swelled up like a pink balloon
and then it burst
drenching the ground below with tears
may 21, 2025
